The option is always there. If your religious its thought that God decides when when you go but we have the power also. When your world begins to crumble I front of your eyes ..she come presenting herself as the best option there is. One jump.. Some pills ..some cuts to arteries and your off. To an eternal sleep, no pain, nothing because your dead and oh how I wish I could commit the act but I have tried and failed. Now just one big jump awaits for me but thought of putting my pain onto my family kills me and then app appears again to me almost comforting me telling me “you won’t know what will happen to everyone else because you will be will me forever, no pain nothing will harm you ever again.
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Thats the devil talking to u. Your blessed because u havent been able to succeed in killing urself and if u did kill urself u would still be fully alive but in eternal damnation and u dont want that. Now im no judge as to whether or not ud go to hell but if i was u i wouldnt wanna chance it! I just dont think we can go to heaven if we take the life that God gave to us. Just text me ok?
Yes, suicide is very attractive. But like you said, the option is always there. As an atheist, death will lead to nothing, where even the concept of nothing doesn’t exist. Is absolute nothingness better than a terrible something? Both aren’t really appealing, but in one, you always have the opportunity to switch over. In the other, that is the absolute end. I found myself preferring to have both possibilities exist.