I was going to post a short story and pose the question whether or not my life has been worthwhile and ask myself if I would be better off never being born or committing suicide as a teenager. (I am a lot older now). It got rather long.
Of late my rants have gotten rather lengthy and I found this one to be getting the same. I am not sure that my condensed life story and my trials and tribulations would help anyone on this list except the elderly. Old people seem to be a great minority at this web site. I decided to sit on my composition and not post it here and possibly leave it as a future suicide note.
My final conclusion is that I would have been far better off if I had never been born, but there are some people that I have given joy to in my long life.
So who do I consider at this point? I have spent my whole life trying to please others, now it is time to consider only myself.
END OF RANT!!!
Dead Right
1/28/13
12:25 pm.
Wow, I really started something, a rant that has got out of control in the past few days. I am up to 2500 words of soul searching introspection. It will be an interesting suicide note for some shrink in the future. He will probably claim that I was really screwed up.
Dead Right
1/29/13