i am 27 i live by the ocean in Washington. I live with my boyfriend and our new baby in a house we just bought. my boyfriend is a hopeless junkie, heroin.. it pisses me off i hate it.. i hate it.. i fucking hate heroin.. i have never shot it.. i hate the stench.i hate this fucking town.. i hate rednecks and their shitty backyard parties where they play nickleback and insane clown posse.. i want to leave but we have no money.. i am fucking scared that someone will take my baby… i hate how people glorify heroin.. fuck lou reed..fuck burroughs.. fuck hunter s thompson and jim carroll… i wish i had enough courage to drink drano.. i wish there was someone i could talk too..i do.. really i really do:(
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Why don’t you talk to your boyfriend about this, the biggest concern is your baby. Stay strong for your child, you don’t need a boyfriend who takes drugs all the time.
I don’t know the guy, but I don’t talking to him about his addiction is a good idea at all.
I mean, he’s stupid enough to do drugs even though he has a baby to take care of. You think a person like this would listen to reason? I doubt it.
He’ll just be like “shut up, *****, stay away from my heroin or I’ll cut you” or something.
i can identify with you. My boyfriend became addicted to pills… i hated them because we broke up so i wouldnt be around them and get addicted myself. You have to do what’s best for you and your baby.It was be hard but if the best thing is moving away and maybe living with a relative until he gets his shit together that may be best. if you honestly think its best to stay with him you just have to make sure you protect yourself and your baby at all costs… best of luck <3
You need to leave your boyfriend and that area. It scares me to think what it must be like to rise a child in those circumstances. You said you had no money but I’m sure many people are willing to help young mother and baby. I hope you find right solution! Stay strong
Well as luck would have it I live around that area in Olympia. If you ever need someone or somewhere to go you could talk to me. I don’t know you but it really seems like you’re In a bad situation. You can talk to me if you’d like
Thank You… Please don’t be scared.. I can handle it.. it just really sucks right now.. need to find a red door.. we hitch hiked down the west coast last summer and we got help from every place that had a red door.. red doors are magical
You gotta get out of Washington, it’s horrible there. Most places, sure one can FIND trouble. But some places it’ll find you. Try Cali if you wanna stay west coast.
Washington really isn’t a bad place. I live in the capital and I love it here. It’s the most excepting place I’ve ver been. You can’t say it’s horrible unless you’ve lived here. Sure it’s horrible and ghetto in some places but its like that everywhere.