Hi

This is my first ever post and will keep it brief. Basically i lost my job then my partner of 6 years left me and now the finances are stretched and i am more than likely going to loose my house and car. Its hard when your suddenly all alone like most of the people here are. I hope every day that something good will happen but it doesnt. I learnt a long time ago to only look after yourself as there are no guarantees when it comes to other people. The only thing that has made things a bit easier are my pet cats. I understand no one wants to hear my troubles because to be honest its draining on them emotionally and theres not much then can do. I also know that with relationships only time will help me heal so i have told myself thats its ok to feel alone because its normal. Ive researched how to end it and i have the ******** and bag etc so its just a question of if i will. I worked out that really its all because i have lost and/or am about to loose things that make me happy. I try not to overthink things and by simplifying it it makes it easier for me to understand. as i said im keeping it brief and i havent decided but if i get worse and no longer wish to deal with things then i will follow through.  I think a lot of people here would know what i mean when i sometimes go to sleep and hope i wont wake up. Thank you to anyone who reads my story and understands. There are no perfect solutions to lifes problems