Fuck..
2am self destruct sequence initiated
there isn’t much to do
nothing to see
Hating myself for everything that I couldn’t do
No one likes feeling weak
Every night I stay awake pulling my brain and sanity apart just to make sense of this
but NOTHING gets better nothing helps except writing stupid little poetic try-hards on a site of suicidal people because no one else wants to hear this shit not even me.
Bye.
And thanks for listening.
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i hear ya.. dont feel too bad
i hear ya… 🙁
What else have we the hopeless to do? Than read the musings of another who despite their grim attitude, continues on. The fact that you, that we, are still writing, still exploding as you say. Means, it could be worse….it could.