Update: Self-Injury, Life, Etc.

Well this is basically an update of how i’ve been and where i’m at in life. I have turned 15 and my depression is eh more or less better, it isn’t as constant as before and now it’s more of a few days a week or so. My mother has found out i self-harmed and has told my doctor which created a huge shit storm that included me talking to a social worker and seeing a psychologist. Well i saw this psychologist and it was not what i thought it would be. She was very nice and fairly young and i  went once a week for 3 weeks until i finally just stopped. I didn’t do anything with her and the visits did not help me at all, all we did in this smallroom was play board games in an awkward silence. My next doctor’s appointment is on March 1st. I have been self harming since i was 13 starting off with the “cutting” or “scratching” on my left wrist with a safety pin. Ofcourse as more time passed things got “worse” i started “cutting” more and more and for absolutely no reason. I  became an addict. I started cutting higher up my arm and in every which direction that i can and the cut’s got deeper. After the second time my mother saw them she threatened me by saying if she saw another cut on my arm that i  wouldn’t be able to see my girlfriend. So i used other ways to self-harm i recently got into using hot wax and dragging it along my wrists or applying a hot lighter on my arm. Other then that eh it’s cool over on my side. How is everybody else doing?