This is probably the only time I would answer truthfully to this question, usually I would say “Good, thanks. How are you?” With a forced smile that makes me rot from within.
My father is drunken, asking for food, saying nobody cares about him, complaining mom left him broken. He smokes and drinks a lot EVERYDAY. Mother says he is awfully sick in the head…he’s 72. Maybe Alzheimer had knocked him, but there are many other points no illness could explain. Such as behaviour astrays. It makes me sick breathing the same air. Sometimes I wanna kill him, but many times I’d like to kill myself ’cause I feel I’m getting from bad to worse living with him.
I know that it’s difficult living with an alcoholic father. My uncle is an alcoholic and it was hard on his kids. Try helping him to quit his alcohol addiction. Don’t kill him. He is still your father.
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I’m feeling okay today. Just getting ready for another busy work week. Though on the bright side, I may have a date for next saturday.
Down..
Frustrated, angry, disappointed and depressed.
This is probably the only time I would answer truthfully to this question, usually I would say “Good, thanks. How are you?” With a forced smile that makes me rot from within.
I hate myself. I just cant stand myself tonight *sigh*
Jeez, I don’t know.
sad, tired, weak…done. sigh.
I don’t even know honestly
*grouphug*
Cool. Don’t leave out ray0806, Stupid *****, and foREVer98. You gotta approve their comments Dave. And now I’ll squirm outta the grouphug~
Well I was looking up on google how suicide pills work, I’m glad I found this website instead. My day is going alot better.
Thanks for letting me know about the comments. I didnt realize that I had to approve them. 🙂
My father is drunken, asking for food, saying nobody cares about him, complaining mom left him broken. He smokes and drinks a lot EVERYDAY. Mother says he is awfully sick in the head…he’s 72. Maybe Alzheimer had knocked him, but there are many other points no illness could explain. Such as behaviour astrays. It makes me sick breathing the same air. Sometimes I wanna kill him, but many times I’d like to kill myself ’cause I feel I’m getting from bad to worse living with him.
I know that it’s difficult living with an alcoholic father. My uncle is an alcoholic and it was hard on his kids. Try helping him to quit his alcohol addiction. Don’t kill him. He is still your father.