So a few of you knew how my mom threatened to kick me out the other day.
Well it’s happening for real. Tomorrow I’ll be packing my stuff in preparation to move out of my house and into someone else’s. There’s a couple at my church willing to let me stay in their home, so I’ll have a place to stay.
I’m 15. My mom got kicked out of her house when she was 13. My dad left his house when he was 16. I guess you could say we all moved out early.
Anyway, I just want to let you guys know that this time has been really stressful, so all you religious people out there, it would be nice if you could pray for me.
I feel a bit confused and numb towards it all. I don’t even care what happens to me, but I care what others may experience with my moving out.
My neighbors will probably miss me, if only for a short time.
The couple taking me in will probably hate my guts after a while.
My siblings, cousins, grandparents, family friends etc. probably won’t see me much anymore…
I don’t know how to feel about it really. There’s so many pros as well as cons.
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Try to be a good houseguest, help out with the cleaning and cooking and make an effort to not inconvenience the couple taking you in. At the same time, try to get a job so some day you can get a place on your own. It’s probly a good thing to get some distance from your mum, but maybe you can talk about it in the future when things have settled down?
Stay safe hun x
I’ve got a job, and I have a couple grand saved up do far, do I guess this will be fairly temporary 🙂
Thanks
Dont think what will happen think of the present. obviously your family didnt care enough about you had to be a couple of strangers to take you in. im sorry if i sound harsh thats what i understood really! ill be praying for you, and hope to see you soon around here with more news from your moving out!
stay safe <3
I will pray for you Ascah. I feel guilty that I’m 32 and still living with my parents, while your only 15 and being forced to leave your home. Maybe some time away from your mom will be a good thing? Maybe she will miss you and want you to move back home in a few months? I hope that things work out okay with your foster parents. Help them out around the home by cleaning the washroom, vacuuming and washing dishes etc.
Asach, keep posting on here if you can. i think your mother will crawl back to you and ask you to come back. she’ll have to swallow her pride, but ultimately, she’ll come back.
You sounds like a mature, independant and resourceful 15 year old, so I think you’ll be ok. But like nihilist says, keep posting and let us know how you’re going. Try not to feel bad about your mother. Maybe she has problems she just takes out on you – it’s not fair, but try not to over think it, you’ll only drive yourself mad.