I wanted to die differently, I want to drown, I want to OD, I want to shoot myself, anything but cancer! I’d jump, I’d hang, I’d chug, anything BUT cancer. I’d like to be hit, I’d like to drift off in my slumber eternally, I’d like to be stabbed, anything but CANCER. fuck cancer, fuck cancer, fuck cancer, fuck cancer, fuck it. I’m sitting in a stupid hostpital, in a stupid gown, with stupid food, stupid and overly chipper nurses, oh and don’t forget the cell enlarging body killing menace, CANCER. At first I thought they were joking, just lightening the mood somehow, “I’m sorry Mrs.Dornon but it appears your daughter has cancer in her thyroid…HAHAH JK!” but noooope, it had to be serious, had to be true, had to steal my life away, i’m not even in high school. Hell, i’m not even in the 8th grade yet! I’m going to miss life, miss growing old with the person i love, miss having children, miss getting married, miss prom, miss getting a car, miss having my first kiss, miss everything. and all because life decided to be cruel. I could’ve been something. could’ve, i dunno, changed the world somehow, maybe of made an impact on society. Careless dreams now. Fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer fuck cancer. To be honest, when I said I wanted to die, deep down, I didn’t mean it.
**Wish granted**
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You have to summon up all your strength hon to fight the cancerous cells in your body. Summon your immune system to attack those evil cancer cells. I can tell by your post that you don’t want to die, rather you want to live and have a happier life. Don’t blame yourself for getting cancer. You didn’t cause it by wishing to die. But remember the saying, ‘be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it.’
only I want to change my wish now….
id trade it with you gladly
Do your research – mortality rates for people under 24 with thyroid cancer are less than one percent – you have more chance of dying on your school bus or in your mom’s car than by this disease – it’s treatable and beatable.
blessings and all the best
research dawg