The end starts today. I don’t know how long it’s going to take. I have decided to starve myself to death. I have been fighting this depression for too long and I can’t take it anymore. When everything I touch just turns to dust and everything I say is twisted or ignored. This has been going on for way too long now. The people who surround me, the same people who are supposed to be my family and love me unconditionally, hurt me with their actions and comments. The anxiety attacks are back and soon I won’t be able to deal with them anymore.
I am not looking for sympathy or support. I just wanted to tell someone. And I really don’t care if anyone cares or not. This mental pain is too much to bear.
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I care love, please don’t do anything to yourself,things WILL get better trust me, I understand, I’m going through a hard time too, I could help you out if you’d like, but please hold on for a little more time, stay strong, you’re beautiful
Starve to death? I once spent 69 hours with 3 litres of milk and sugar, and then i restarted eating because i was going nowhere.
But i won’t judge you, i’m all alone, and will never have a girlfriend and be happy, so i’m just waiting to die because i’m a failure.
I understand you.
Basic knowledge is self-starvation (deprivation of food & liquids) is excruciating. With liquids, it’s less painful yet slower. How long until you perish depends on your age and physical condition. 7-14 days to 6 weeks or more. *shrug* You’d need painkillers and you’d have to keep your lips moist…. Do you have the iron-will to actually die in this manner(?)