Why Does He Do This??

I swear, Trevor is either bipolar, a liar, or just weird. He goes and says that I’m ugly one day, but then he acts like he likes me the next. Today, he was talking about me to my friend Bailey. This is what they said : Trevor: Hey, do you know that girl named Courtney? Bailey: Yeah. Trevor: She smells better than she usually does..   So, yeah. Weird. I don’t know whether to take offense to it or not because it’s so weird. Seriously. I mean, he may be saying that I used to stink. Then again, he might be trying to compliment me, but doesn’t know how to say it. I dunno. Either way, he’s a guy, so I’ll cut him some slack. I really didn’t want to like a guy, but I’m happier when I have someone that I can look forward to seeing every day.  I really wouldn’t think about it, but something always happens that makes me like him again after I’ve decided that he doesn’t like me and I need to move on. It just.. The fact that it happens every time makes me think that it’s not just coincidence. Not only that, but I keep on having dreams about him. They’re so real. The way he smells, the way he looks, the way he feels, the way he talks.. Just everything is so realistic. Anybody here know anything about dreams and what they might mean? I mean, I want to know why I keep on dreaming about him. I don’t even want to. I won’t even be thinking about him, and yet I dream about him. And why do I keep on liking him again? Why do these things keep on happening? I mean, I’ve even thought that maybe God wants me to like him, so he keeps on making these things happen. I just really don’t know. Anybody have a clue why?