Why is it that every time I start to care, something happens? Garrett freaking moved. Trevor has a girlfriend. Tennyson has a girlfriend. Emily likes Jacob. Bailey likes Brendan. I’m about to give up. I mean, don’t you think that something’s wrong when a sweet guy, named Paul, who’s.. special, if you get what I mean, goes to sit by you, then looks at you and says “I don’t wanna sit by that,” laughs, and walks away. Shouldn’t something be wrong if a guy that has barely had a girlfriend thinks that you’re nasty? I mean, what could be wrong with me? I haven’t… I’ve never done anything to be nasty. I’m not a whore… I’ve never had sex. Hell, I’ve had one boyfriend that I went out with for two days. I’m not nasty… I’ve never even hugged a guy. Maybe it’s the whole “Ew, you went out with a 17-year-old” thing. I’ve told them that I didn’t know. I really didn’t. I thought that he was a year or two older than me. I didn’t know there was such a big age difference. I’m not a slut. I haven’t worn anything revealing at all, so I’m obviously not trying to act like a slut and show everything off. So what’s wrong with me, then? I honestly don’t know what it is, but there’s apparently something.
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Will any of this matter to you next year let alone when you’re 80
If by “special,” you mean that Paul’s retarded then we need to consider-the-source when he blurts out obnoxious stupid and hurtful things. And if your experience is typical like most people’s then unfortunately you’ll probably find that (on average) supposedly normal people will 1.) say or 2.) do something stupid hurtful and obnoxious to you every single day.
Ask someone (anyone) when the last time someone did something stupid hurtful and obnoxious to THEM. I’ll bet you 4 things: 1.) it was yes 2.) within their past 24 hours 3.) they’ll feel better talking about it 4.) you’ll feel better too