All of my interest is gone. I go to sleep every night hoping with everything I have left (which is not a lot) that I don’t wake up. When I do wake up, I get ready, go to school, fake the same smiles and talk to fake friends that will all stab me in the back eventually, go home, cut, maybe eat and then sleep and hope the same death wish. I just want to be done. I have nothing left to give. Everyone that I cared about left. I have no one. They’re all gone. I want to fall into an endless sleep. Actually I want to get sick. Something the doctors can’t treat. That way I’ll die with honor. They only thing I’d be sad about is I wouldn’t be able to fulfill my dream of being an army cadet.
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I think we should take over Luxembourg. They would never suspect it. It’s probably the easiest country to occupy. I can’t recall Luxembourg ever defeating anyone. Historically, France has always been easy, they put up little resistance the Franco-Prussian war and WW2. That would be second on our list.
Why give up? You can be an army cadet! The ironic part of life, i think, is this…we all sit here and wish for that terminal disease…but when and if it comes, what if you find something worth living for*
how about you becoame an army cadet and die in the line of duty. that would be more honorable than an illness. hang in there your time to shine will come.