didnt sleep at all , all i thought about was how bad today was going to be , just so happy i dont have school.
OK most of you dont know me in  person , so my mum and dad divorced when i was 6 and then when i was 7 my mum made me my sister move away from my dad because my grandpa was sick and my mum wanted to be with him a few years after that i started being bullied in school because i was different i wore glasses , i wasnt fat i weighed 110 pounds (just all the other girls were size zero) , so i got bullied for that when i turned 12 , it got worse and i started cutting i used razors , knifes , scissors ect…
i have never tried to commit suicide i could never do that unless i was in a really dark place , im not trying to compare my little issue to people huge problems on this website they bring tears to my eyes when i read them , but i think i cut mmore than i used to im trying to stop but i cant , my mum , dad and sister dont know i cut only my best friend rebecca does she was the one who helped me through it all she is the reason im here typing this today 🙂
when / if i get better im always going to keep this website , becasue i want to help people who have been in the same situation , so if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to or for someone to jsut listen please know i am here for you no matter what <3 xxx
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@just.me.95 Why “getting worse”? How are you, girl?
@just.me.95 Oh… forget the first comment… 🙂 I’m glad you’re ok! 🙂
thank yoou , how are you ? 🙂 … yeah this is how my day start out nearly everyday i feel like dirt at the start then i talk to a couple of people and they put a smile on my face , i guess thats the only good thing that comes out of this situation 🙂
@just.me.95 Well… I haven’t sleeped all night either… so I’m a bit dizzy… but I’m alright, I guess… 🙂 “There’s a friend closer than a brother”… always there to help you… I’m glad if I made you smile! 🙂
P.S. Where are you from? 🙂
oh i hope u recover from ur dizzyness 🙂 , yes u did make me smile ! 🙂 …. im from england , where are you from ?:)
@just.me.95 Don’t worry about my dizzyness! Nothing that a few cups of coffee can’t handle! 😀 I am from… Romania… 🙁 Ha ha! 🙂 How’s it like living in England? 🙂
@Sublimity Yup! The “Just me” dream team! Ha ha ha! 😀
haha yeah 🙂 , oh cool 🙂 , its good i dont know any different but i wouldnt change it for the world 🙂 , hows it like in romania ? , haha yeah
i thought romanians speak romanian , do you learn english in colleage or high school ? 🙂
@just.me.95 It’s COOOOOOOLD! I’m so sick of winter and snow! As for living… I wouldn’t know too much about that… I don’t go out too much… I guess, some people are nice here… others not so much… like everywhere… Hey! I forgot to introduce myself! My name is Samuel! 😀 What’s yours? 🙂
@just.me.95 Funny that you asked! 😀 I do speak romanian too… We had english lesson at school but most of the english I know I learned it from TV… 🙂
ahhh yeah its been snowing for 3 days straight over here !! , oh well most people i know are nice over here , my name is faye 🙂 …. ah ye that what i thought 🙂
i have to go but i will be on later 🙂 bye
@just.me.95 Ok, bye! 😀