i dont really know where to start , first im nowhere near the state in my mind of thinking about suicide , but i care for those who are …. im 13 years old , im hurt and lonely , thats not right for a 13 year old , ok …. i guess it all started this year when i came back to school as it got more into the year i realised my ‘friends’ wernt really my friends , they have been posting things about me on websites calling me ugly and fat , i have began an obsession with being anorexic , people have marked in my head that if you are not skinny you are ugly , loss = life gain= death , after all this my friend rebecca has been here for me through everything , this girl i know started cutting she said at first it helped her , but as it continued she got sad and lonely , and i am starting to feel that way , i fear thta if all the bullying and tormenting doesnt stop i will soon feel that way too , i just need to know if im not a bad person for thinking this way , i know there are lots of people with worse problems and i know my problem is small compared to theirs , but mine is still a problem , please help me
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@just.me.95 I’m sorry that you’re going through this pain… Yes, it is ok… It’s not your fault for being bullyed… If people don’t like you the way you are it’s their problem… Stop caring about what others are saying, girl. And a tip from a guy… boys don’t really like skinny, bony girl… We like to see some curves… 😉 Who’s saying otherwise is just messing with you.
thank you 🙂 , i just dont understand what i did wrong , i feel like nobody cares about me . i dont really talk to anyone , i just bottle it up inside , and it hurts , i think i need to talk to somebody but when i try they blank me out , i have talked to somebody once but when i did i thought i could trust them but i couldnt , they told everyone …………… and thats when it all really sterted and i havent stopped hurting myself ….. its been a year
@just.me.95 Maybe you didn’t do anything wrong. Teenagers can be so heartless even without giving them a reason. It’s very hard when you can’t find someone you can trust… You feel so alone… like nobody even notices you’re alive… but believe me… you’re not alone… If you want to, you can always find someone here to listen and to understand you… 🙂
Hmmm… I wanna ask you this… Did you know that the Bible talks about a time in the near future when Jehovah God will bring a change to this world… and will bring a new world where people will all live in peace? A world free of problems like hate, violence, disease, even death! Sounds awesome living in such a world, doesn’t it? Would you like to see such a promise come true?
how do u know the answer to everthing , you must have had a really hard time ….
im catholic but i dont really believe in god , but that sounds like a perfect place to live in thank you
@just.me.95 Ha ha! 😀 I’m 7 years older than you… I gotta know everything! (sigh) I’ve been through a lot myself… but I don’t have the answer to everything, dear!
Well… you say that you don’t believe God exists… Have you always had this belief? Or was it something that convinced you to think this way?
oh haha but you really have helped me with what you have said , i am faiding away from believeing in god because i have been through so many hard places in my life and honestly people told me to pray and i did but ‘god’ never helped me , i think if he was real he would help me and guide me to recovery but i still feel like giving up
@just.me.95 I’m glad if I helped you! That’s why I’m here. 🙂 Well… so many people feel just like you… that God doesn’t listen to them if they pray… But think about this. We want God to listen to us when we pray. But shouldn’t we at least see what he asks of us? How can we even expect God to listen to our prayers when we don’t even bother to find out what he wants from us? Doesn’t that make sense? What do you think? 🙂
thanks you , yeah i didnt think of that before but how do i know what god wants me to do ? 🙂 , but thank you so much you really have helped me i hope i can stay this way until someone does something to me again
well im proof that he does yesterday when i hit my lowest so low i never had the strength to move or thinking i meet a man that runs an organization in the states that saved me and now we are gonna form a team in my country to fight what almost killed me …… there must some sort of a god to answer my prayer
thank you both , i think its about time i go back to church and ask god for forgivness
@sbkstep43 ,may i ask what is the team called ? , and what does it deal with ?xx
@just.me.95 I wish nobody would do anything bad to you again… But… I guess that’s not possible for now… 🙁 You know… the Bible answers to that question… what does God want from us… In John 17:3 it says: “This means everlasting life, their taking in knowledge of you, the only true God, and of the one whom you sent forth, Jesus Christ.” You see what God wants from us first of all… in order to benefit from his help and blessings like eternal life? To learn about him, to get to know him… all from the Bible. Doesn’t sound that hard, does it? 🙂 What do you say? Are you interested in finding out more about how we can draw close to God? Do you want to talk through email? 🙂
thank you you too 🙂 , you know what i think i might just go back to church now i havent been to church in 2 years and my grandmother is very religious i will talk to he r, when i am back with my faith then we can talk i just wan to understand again , thank you for the offer 🙂
@just.me.95 You’re welcome, dear! I’m just trying to help you! If you are interested in finding out more or you have any questions, you can find my email adress with my comments… Or if you can’t find it… just ask! I’m always around! Nice talking to you! 😀
thank you i will , u really did help me today everyone did , i was in a very dark place until my friend rebecca who has been the only one who stuck by me shown me this website 🙂
well his orginal team is one million scars and it help teens to get help its like a help hotline
ok thank you , i will be sure to check it out when i am at a bad state
no problem