im not going going but im leving my life behind for a copul days weeks mothe 1 year at the most ill probly find the strenth to go on with out the suffring or ill find the strenth to pull the trigger im not saying i will and if i am going to ill do it after i get back like a week after just to say goodbye n shit but yer im not saying im going to do it now but im off on a jorney o self help ill be on the mores on the streets at home to get food n shit just need to find me and not him so what ever happuns strenth to diy or stranth to go on ill see you in a copul weeks… moths well you get the ider ill talk wheni get back
love you thanks for the help xx