Nights like these are always the hardest…
My insomnia’s got me wide awake with my mind racing. It’s the perfect time to cut.. Under any other circumstance I would, but I just started treatment. I’ve been on a happiness high, but I guess that’s over. I guess this is my first test of treatment.. Will I stay strong?
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You just have to try to.
@Faithless I did, and I succeeded (: It was just my bipolar disease acting up again, I’m completely fine now.
Omg, I too am a cutter, 15 years now & especially last few months, lately its every other day now. Its getting really out of hand, but how about neither of us cuts tonight. I know I need a break & you have a great opportunity to use the tools you’ve been learning about in recovery. Keep strong! I’m rootin for you 😉
@JerzyBoy I’m happy to say I didn’t, and I really hope you didn’t either. 😀
Awesome sauce. Tis a hard thing to resist and sometimes you will fail to. Just have to keep trying. One day I won’t fail.