I’ve been able to keep my thoughts secret for years now, without ANYONE knowing about the cutting or thoughts of suicide. But someone finally figured it out. And when someone finds out a secret that big they can’t keep it to themselves because if I were to finally kill myself, they’d only blame themselves. But they don’t realize that with every new person that finds out, it gets worse. The cutting has almost doubled and I just want to kill myself. People have been asling me to go talk to a counselor or a priest. I finally went to see a counselor and now they will probably have to tell my parents. I just wish I would have kept my mouth shut.
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It’s better to talk about how you’re feeling so that you can get the help that you need. Please don’t hurt yourself. You have to start loving yourself again. *hug*
I understand what you mean. I really want to talk to someone, because it’s my last hope, but I’m afraid they’ll blow everything out proportion and get me locked in some psych ward. I wish people would understand that telling more and more people only makes the pain worse not better.
U need to talk to people the only reason u feel worse is u need to talk to some one u trust but u r talking to us and that is a lot so u can just talk to us