Thank you

The comments on my first post made me cry.  Not sad, lonely tears that I’ve grown to know; but happy tears.  For the first time in my life, I don’t feel so alone.

I was very nervous to come here and talk about any of my experiances, due to my thinking of what if they don’t belive me?  What if they think I’m making everything up because no one can live through what I’ve been through and willingly talk about how painful it was?    But then, I started reading through some of the experiences.

I wrote this to thank those who gave me words of strength and support, you have no idea how much they helped today.  I know it’s only been one post, but this one post lead to more support than I’ve gotten in my entire life.  A life of spitballs to the back of the head, of laughter and anger and disbelief are a bit easier to pretend don’t exist when someone tells you  You are much stronger than you know. 

It’s not your fault.

There are people who care

I care and I want to help.

To some, they’re just words -meaningless and somewhat broken promises.  But to me, they’re hope for a new day, a stronger me, a better and brighter side of life.   I wish I could meet you all, thank you in person.

Thank you