In a constant tension. Things getting worse and worse. Can’t stop it. Nerves. Want to just get out of this trembling place, and go nowhere further. Tired of thinking, suppressing emotions. Frightened. Can not stand it. No more. Throughout my childhood I felt it, waves of strong pity and fright.Nerves. It all deepening, thickening inside myself…No hope. No soul power anymore.
Do not know why am I writing those meaningless words, shivering. Mechanically writing … wherever.
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I won’t lie to you.
Life is worth living, but only if you put absolutely everything into it, not fearing death or anything.
If you want help, search alternative remedies, the doctors and mainstream medication is shit that only treats the symptom.
Otherwise, if you can’t bust out of your shell, nor do anything to help yourself, killing yourself really is the best option.
I wouldn’t be alive today if I didn’t put my everything into all that I do.
It’s your choice, do whatever the hell you want to.