Lately I’ve been feeling lonely. I realized that I have no one in my life, I can talk about my feelings. I want to tell my family what going on with me and try to get help, but I feel like I’m going to be judge. At school I have no one, I spend my breaks and lunch in the bathroom stall. I have no one who I can truly express my feelings without feeling judge. Sometime I want to end my life so I can feel free and have no worries but I then start to think about my mom and my family and how its not fair for them to suffer. One thing I hate is that I can’t sit and talk to my mom about what I’m feeling inside. I ask myself is it normal to feel this way? I hear stories how people commit suicide and I wonder and think if that’s going to be me one day.
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I hope it’s not you one day. It’s very thoughtful of you to think of the effects on your family. It can be hard to find someone in your life who will listen, but I don’t think your parents will judge you :/. Try to be more social and maybe you’ll find someone to listen. I hope you don’t feel so alone.
Hi… I think it’s good that you are asking yourself all these questions, because it means that you are a considerate person. This is a great quality to have and it proves that you are someone who actually cares about people in general. I think that you will make friends that are as thoughtful as you… well, when you get out there to meet them. I know you’re afraid of getting hurt somehow by doing this, but it is way better to expect to meet good honest people that will become your friends. Remember, they don’t know you yet either. Yeah, you deserve to be as happy as anyone, it’s true. You can take a break, but you must not give up. I wish you better days, and good times.
hey there.. i get the whole being judge part.
im gonna tell you, that that’s not gonna be you any day.
please, send me an email, cuz i dont judge,
i’ll hear you out, a person you can talk to.
thesilentbomb@hotmail.com