I’m trying

I swear to God I’m trying. When I say I don’t know, I really honestly and truly don’t know. Yesterday we talked about me being crazy, and you seemed ok with that. Well why not today? I’m no more or less crazy today. The demons that haunted then still haunt me now. Everything’s piling up but I swear I’m getting rid of it, maybe not on anyone’s schedule, but I am getting rid of it.