i know this is going to sound really petty. Ive tried to kill myself a few times in the past, and Im thinking about trying again. and i have nothing to stop me. i used to have one best and only friend i could talk to, but she hates me now. no use bringing it up again with my parents. Im seeing a therapist and on medicine already. anyway, what im asking is who do i talk to about this, and how do i bring it up? i dont really have any other friends. sorry for wasting your time, and thanks for any advice.
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It’s hard for me to give you advice when I too also want to kill myself. I think theres still some hope left in me though. Just hang in there and keep on trying. I will try my best to do the same. I just want to let you know that you’re not alone. I’m here for you and I don’t even know you, but I know your pain. I’m here to talk if you want.
Try being honest with your therapist that’s what they are there for see if you can work through it.i felt like you for a couple of years sometimes I was getting by hour by hour day by day. so you are on medication have you given it a chance to work? mine took a year to start working
Bwhite, you are NOT wasting our time…atleast not mine. You do NOT have to apologize for how you feel or who you are…I’ve been doing it all my life and I know it doesn’t work and I don’t want that for anyone else….This is the perfect site to bring it up on…we all understand. I am going to kill myself soon when I pluck up the courage. When I read your post I wondered wether you are in that same place yet….are you? Do you actually want to die or do you just want the pain to stop. You sound so incredibly scared and I feel for you…but it also sounds like you are still wiling to sort out how you feel. Tell me to FUCK OFF if I’m overstepping my boundaries as some people here want help to live and others want help to die. I’d love to help you THE BEST WAY I CAN so i just need to know which one you are.
The only thing keeping me alive at the moment is this site connecting me with people who feel like me so i dont feel so alone and know what I’m feeling is not WRONG! Also some people actually HEAR ME AND NEED ME on this site….which NEVER happens in the real world. Could this be any help? Please slap me if I’m too preachy.
Thanks, your not overstepping any boundries. Btw you can’t kill yourself the world needs more people like you.