There’s no hope. Not even in death.

As an atheist I realize how futile life and everything in the universe is.  I realize that even in death there’s no peace.  The totalitarian controllers of this world won’t let us leave peacefully.  They want us to stay alive and suffer until the bitter end.  Once labeled “mentally ill” they won’t even let you buy a gun to end things painlessly.  I will continue my search for barbiturates though to attain a peaceful death.  I actually have a lead to get some phenobarbital on the silk road.  We’ll see how this works out.  Hope you guys are doing better than I am..