Hi,
I feel that I am not worthy of the life I have, I am not worthy of my amazing parents. I don’t deserve to go to the school I am going to. I feel that there are people out there that more worthy of the life I am currently living. I feel that if I were not alive, those people might have actually had the chance.
Despite my parental support, despite my amazing research advisor, I cannot keep up with my life and succeed. I feel that I can never go anywhere in my life. Not professionally, nor emotionally. I have never had anyone really love me, except for my parents who are biologically designed to love me. I don’t have that many friends, or a partner. No one has ever bothered enough to try to get to know me, and if they have tried to, I kept them away by the excuse that I am quite busy. The fact is that though I “try” to work hard, though I “try” to understand chemistry (my major), I still suck at it. The sad thing is that chemistry is the only thing in this universe that I consider my self to be good at relative to other things (well besides crying, nagging, and watching TV).
I am not expecting many comment, because I normally don’t get that many comments. What are you going to tell me anyways? you don’t know me that well, if you did, you probably wouldn’t bother leaving me a comment.
4 comments
We’re all nothings ya know so don’t even sweat it
We’re all nothings ya know so don’t even sweat it man
We’re all nothings ya know so don’t even sweat it man
Uh multiple comment odd