First sorry if you don’t understand I’m chilean..
Since last year I want to faint me.. Maybe my parents notice that I have problems… That I’m not giving supply ( I can’t handle this anymore) cutting, wishing to take a pill and don’t wake up never again.. Is normal?
I was normal before… But something change me as a person (psychology talking) and I’ve noticed that we don’t notice when the things start until there’s no turning back.. And you will never feel that great again.. Your past will always be there to remember you your mistakes..
Maybe fainting me things will change…
Please if you read this.. Help me or say something, I need support once in my life…
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Yo creo que entiendo lo que estas tratando decir. Pero, que significa “fainting”?
Estoy aquà para ti.
Digales tus papas, tal vez?
Sorry about my mediocre Spanish. 🙂 Take care.
lo siento. yo se que es duro vivir nuestra vida con tanto dolor. especialmente sin saber porque. es bien duro pero tenemos que tratar nuestro mejor y nunca parar, aunque a vecez nos queremos retirar, eso nunca es la solucion, nosotros tenemos valor, pero no lo vemos porque nuestra mente no nos deja. aqui estamos para ti.
kimm get pick yourself up, get your act together. To the chilean. Puedes escribir en nuestro lenguaje hay hispanos aqui. Perdona me por no escribir bien no me recuerdo como usar las letras en mi computadora porque viene en ingles y tengo flojera. Pero no estas solo. Habla y vendremos. Estamos aqui para nuestro bien y el bien de los demas. No pierdas esperanza.
excuse you? whats ur problem?
No problem. What I mean is. You gotta pick. You’re moods border on bipolar especially with the wanting help and not wanting it. From your post I see that it’s the same as it was then. Yes I am being hypocritical because I way worse and have not bettered in the slightest. You gotta pick and hold on to that. Save yourself.
yes it is the same, maybe because i am just as depressed as i was then, and maybe even more so. i dont see why u have the need to tell me to get my act together. u dont need to worry about me. you need to work on yourself and better yourself.
We both know I don’t give a fuck about myself in that regard. I said it in a rude way and for that I apologize but you get what I’m saying at least now that i explained it….
i have yet to meet someone on here who gives a damn about themselves. its a fucked up world , with fucked up people, u dont ever get a chance to escape from reality, life is shit, nothing to win, nothing left to lose.
i have yet to meet someone on here who gives a damn about themselves. its a fucked up world , with fucked up people, u dont ever get a chance to escape from reality, life is shit, nothing to win, nothing left to lose.
Some of us do care in some ways. I know I care enough not to off myself yet because if i wanted it 100% i wouldn’t be here now after so long. Reality never leaves but despite how bad it is it can be less painful. There are good moments when we laugh and joke with people online or in real life. For that fraction of second suicide is not on our minds. No there is nothing to win, and yes there’s nothing to lose. So don’t give up because you got nothing to lose. You gotta try.
yeah, i can agree with you on most of what you just said. but i hope you take your own advice because im just a wreck, im unstable, and im impossible. sometimes i believe people give me hope, but that hope vanishes quicker than anything in the world.
Haha i might follow my advice. I am trying. I sort of took 180 turn in life but I’m still the same just some changes. Trying though. I know you have your moments. Maybe yiu are a wreck but you can get back up. I know you can. You are a strong female. Don’t lose hope. Hope floats lol. Hey maybe you’ll like this song. I’m Alive by Becca. Nightttt
yeah right, haha thanks for your time though. sure appreciate all the people here who try to help. but good luck,a dn hope u find yourself some happiness.
“i have yet to meet someone on here who gives a damn about themselves.”
Hi.
Define “met.”
Define “gives a damn about themselves.”
If you’re looking for “conceit level: facebook” you might not find much of that here. A suicide-story multi-user blog, probably isn’t the best place to look for people who exude positivity and project unwavering confidence.
Besides: not everyone who contemplates, attempts/completes suicide, “doesn’t give a damn about themselves.” I would posit that most of us actually do, value ourselves, but that we’re so broken and hopeless from irreparable circumstances that, it seems like there’s nothing left to do, worth suffering so much for… which is part of the reason we’re so depressed.
I would love to “live,” but it seems all i can ever do is simply exist.
“Suicidal” makes it sound like some sort of disease. Like it’s something only wacked-out-crazy people do. In reality, it simply means: one who is inclined to choose an early exit, rather than prolonged and needless suffering. Is it crazy not to be a masochist? Perhaps. I prefer to see it as caring about myself enough to consider what must be done to eliminate excess suffering… even if that means upsetting a few people, and ceasing to exist.
A possibly relevant Offspring quote: “the more you suffer, the more it shows you really care… right? Yeah…”
So i guess my unwillingness to needlessly suffer, makes people think i don’t care about myself? Weird. Such a bizarre world, in which we… exist.
I’m sorry.. Google translate! I’m working at my english..
How do you think my parents will react? I ask for a psychologist and the only thing I won was a month without telephone