I did It

I wrote a post on here earlier this week saying should I tell the people who bullied me how I wasn’t going to do it but after talking with a friend of mine she gave me a valid point and said: i think this is a really good idea you have to speak out b/c a lot of people whose being bullied or bullied don’t really speak out and they hide their feelings inside and no one really know the whole truth and if you do it at least you did something to prevent this from happening to other people and that this took courage. I did it and the first person was shocked and the second person said they never bullied me and bullying is childish they’re sorry if they did though I could tell this person was still the same conceited person.

I didn’t do this for me though because I remember how I felt and the thought of seeing someone go through this experience made me want to cry and even though  I wasn’t able to make as much of an impact as I thought I would I pray that  they’re some how reminded of how they treated me so they can truly be able to change because I see no change and that way they don’t do this to another person. Otherwise I feel pretty sad because I feel like I never made a difference.  I also feel quite sad because I remember crying home from school and never telling anybody and feeling helpless and that’s what sucks I’m not one who’s usually for saying stop bullying because there’s always some jerk out there I’m just an for building someone up after bullying and for validating someone’s feelings because it’s hard to get over and can really damage a person’s self-esteem and confidence and it hurts because I remember nothing being done even though I tried to get help adults made me feel like it was my fault and that I should suck it up but that made me feel like an alien and I guess my trust problems started there and just writing this makes me remember the pain and if it’s one thing I could change I would have stood up for myself and told someone.