My Sucky Life.

Lets see…im 16 a junior in high school. Im fat im black everybody likes me.. Im really pretty.Ill never fall in love Because all guys want is sex. I’ve tried to kill myself 3 times. I had to drink this really gross black stuff when i OD, I take pills all the time & the most i do is pass out. I cut but i am trying to stop. Ive been raped more than once or twice.. im currently fighting Major depression & BDnos.. Im trying to get better but it isnt wrking.. ill mostlikely end it soon. Nobody understands me and I dont expect them to. I just want somebody to care about me..