My ex husband left me back in September. Today would have been 9 years. I can’t do this anymore. It has been nine months since he walked out and I still hate everything. I can’t even get my self going enough to take a shower most days. I will go 3-4 days without one. I am still shopping online for my supplies. I don’t know how much longer I can take this or how much longer I can wait for this to happen. I have a general idea of when I want this to all happen, but I don’t have a definitive date yet. I know it will be on a weekend after November.
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I’m sorry to impose on you. Am I right to assume that you want to end the pain and leave the problems behind?
Maybe you can do that some other way?
Maybe you can heal?
Maybe you can make this a new start where you do it your way?
Anyway, it sounds like you need a few shoulders to cry on and maybe someone to go grocery shopping with you?
Is there anyone you can call?