 i havent been on for a while, school is o.k. i have had so much homework which just adds to the oressure, but im getting through it. things have been weird lately to be perfectly honest.
have you ever been in a mood, but you’re not sure what mood?
you’re not sure if you are happy, or sad, or what.
that mood where you just want to scream then punch someone because there is no other way to express your emotion?
well thats me. thats what ive been like for about half a month now.
its infuriating.
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I know that mood. When I feel like that I really need to distance myself from other people. It’s like I am a ticking time bomb. At that time I know I am existing; I am not feeling a specific emotion, I am just existing and it makes me want to hit the person closest to me.
I hate existing. It’s not living and it sucks. When you are living you experience all the emotions, positive and negative but mostly positive. When you exist you feel nothing, you don’t know what you feel, or you feel perpetual depression.
thats the beginning of depression… get out of it…asap… u know where it leads…