You haven’t slept at home for over two and half years, and I get it i’m 16 now but this started when I was 13 and a half. I don’t need you know because I’ve learned to do this myself to wake up every morning at six and shower, make my lunch, get ready and then wait for you too show up and drive me to school. You evolve everything around your boyfriend. I really just want you home. I want a mom I can talk to about the gossip going around school about the boy I like and anything. “Dads” been out of the picture since I was 6. You tell me im a ***** when I see you but im not a ***** im the one who is in pain everyday because of what you have done. when I cry at night I just wish someone who was there to help me. You mom see me as the a happy teenage girl always having a smile on her face and playing sports, but that’s just so you don’t get the hit of reality that you aren’t doing what you should be doing. I haven’t said ” I love you” for like 2 years now. Sometimes I think of running away too anywhere as far as I can get. But you should know when something does happen you’ll have no clue why because when I was in pain you were at his house.
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I read your story and as a dad of a teenage daughter I see in you someone who has strength to do the things that you do by getting yourself up and ready for school. That takes discipline to do that and yes your parents have let you down. One of the hardest things for parents to do is to make sacrifices for their children. Your mom is making bad choices that she will regret because she is letting you down by choosing her boyfriend over you. Your pain is real and you didn’t deserve it. You didn’t pick your parents to be born from. If she has gone this long doing this then she may just continue it. And your dad is missing out on his wonderful daughter. That is something he will regret as will your mother when she wakes up from her selfishness. Know this though, that you are stronger than most your age. Things happen for a reason and we go through suffering to make us stronger if we don’t cave into it. My life has been hard and somedays I just ask him for strength to make it through this day. No future tripping, just help me make it through this one day. Help me provide food for my kids this one day when money is gone. Somehow he makes it happen. I am thankful for what I do have despite not having so much. Don’t compare yourself to others because that will just make you feel bad about yourself. Thanks for posting your story. Your story is unique because you are doing something productive by getting yourself up everyday and getting ready on your own for school. Don’t give up and keep working towards your future. You can make it what you want if you don’t let the one around you bring you down. Ask for help from the one who will never let you down.
I see what you mean, but she thinks im over reacting. Thank you
I’m so sorry to hear that your mom sounds like she must be going through something to just get up and leave you like that and I know you must be hurting and very lonely so if you want I’m here and you can email me