I hope this is the final revelation followed by action, for what is a revelation in itself? I see a universe inside me and there is a god there, he was’nt there when I was born but with each passing day he took birth and grew stronger. And I am not saying this in a good way. The loop is in me, there is a disconnect in my brain and it is tough to mend it.
The solution is to let me go. Beg for wishes like we always do, but this time beg your own self for things, for you are all there is. Believe me, you are the god. The all singing all dancing ruler of the world. I wish for music to be made by me, don’t ask this of god up above, just request this of yourself. The loop is in your head, the permission and the power lie there. I don’t think there are many believers of god who also contemplate suicide, but I don’t believe in God, and so many others don’t or are unsure, when the belief in the conventional god becomes absolute what happens is you surrender this part of your brain that has separated from you, hence you get released.
The other way to be absolved is to ask yourself to release me. Release me, I have felt it, my request to myself was processed as if it was a demand made by a third person, and I really did feel liberation, since that is my basic nature. Very recently i experienced the depth of my brain, I felt a loss of control and my body was wracked with muscle spasms, this started after I got a massive emotional shock and i consciously ordered my brain to behave a certain way. I am very young at this but for real, sing this song and ask your self to release yourself. To the night, one more revelation, one more try… release me——-