I hope today is finally the day….. Being bullied by everyone including my family has brought me to what it feels like is the only and final decision I have left. My family has lied to me pretending they care then humiliating me every chance they get letting other people come and join in. I have been a drug addict ever since middle school always trying to drown my pain with euphoria. I was the biggest dreamer I ever knew always telling my mom and my grandma I’m going to make us rich and buy you a big house one day and now they are apart of the reason I will not be able to do that. You could find me asleep most of the day living my life in my dreams more than reality, but now I hope my plan works and I fall asleep forever and make my dreams a permanent reality.
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I felt the same way when I was younger and had exactly the same kinds of plans. Things got better when I got older. I hope that you choose to live because you have better days to look forward to. Some of my family I don’t see as often and some of them I made it very clear that if they kept making fun of me that I was going to be out of their lives for good. After that, things got a lot better. There are better people out there in the world. If these people make you feel like giving up, then look forward to when you can cut them out of your life and move on. Hope this helps 🙂