Im so pissed right now…back then when i was lying in bed all day with fresh cuts on my hands noone gave a fuck… but now when i have to get a stupid highschool diploma suddenly im in the center of attention.
HEY! IM SUICIDAL OVER HERE!!! Help?
“but you wont get anywhere without proper edjucation, darling!”
am i dead already? what the hell giong on… noone can see nor hear me. Im crying through the day… how can you not notice mascara all over my stupid face?
okay, i dont need help anyways, i dont want it… but atleast before i die it would nice to hear things like “are you ok? can i help?” i feel like garbage… i got sad when i understood that besides my brother and father… noone else is going to be at my funeral…
So
to my last will im going to add that i dont want no funeral, just to cremate me and toss my ashes in the sea…. hope they will do it, its really importaint…
Just the tought of being buried somewhere… traped in a box… thats just auful.
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well, guess what, when you die you’re soul will be trapped inside a void, since it can’t go to been nor hell…
First, don’t scream that you are suicidal, nobody cares, nor gives a shit… I will only gonna get you in humiliating stuff, like some people will make fun of you…
I had once sliced my face while playing with a blades…. And body could care less about it… So screaming for help or attention with scars won’t help…
Not knowing or enquiring about how you are doesn’t mean they don’t care. People aren’t always observant and we live in a world where it’s we easily become preoccupied with other things. Of course they care, why else would they fuss over your education. Nobody can read your mind and if you think talking will help you might want to think about taking the initiative and explain everything that’s happened.
There’s no way I’d want to be buried either. Who’d want to decay in some creepy graveyard.
I think you’ll be ok.
yeah, agree with you. I wont. Did it long time ago and still regret it.