Well.How do I start?… Ummm . okay here it goes.Its been almost 4 months that he is gone.I loved him so much and so did he. Yes, my GUY. He died b’cuz of some heart problem. 🙁 . Im 14 years old and life seems like its going to get over.We were in a relationship for 4 years on the whole. He is everything for me.But now I miss him. And I feel like dying . It hurts to know that he is no more, i wanna go away with him.And before he died we fought the other day. He asked me whether I could live a day without talking to him or even looking at him, I said Yes i can.And the next day I got a letter which said that he loved me everytime i looked at him . everytime I spoke to him. And it also said that I proved that I could live without talking to him for a day So I had to live without talking to him for my whole life. I blasted Â out crying when i read it. It felt like everything was falling apart. Now I got the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart. I dont feel like living in this world anymore.It hurts even to see something romantic. I miss him soo much.I still love him,Even after 4 months. I dont know what to do. I need help.