Well.How do I start?… Ummm . okay here it goes.Its been almost 4 months that he is gone.I loved him so much and so did he. Yes, my GUY. He died b’cuz of some heart problem. 🙁 . Im 14 years old and life seems like its going to get over.We were in a relationship for 4 years on the whole. He is everything for me.But now I miss him. And I feel like dying . It hurts to know that he is no more, i wanna go away with him.And before he died we fought the other day. He asked me whether I could live a day without talking to him or even looking at him, I said Yes i can.And the next day I got a letter which said that he loved me everytime i looked at him . everytime I spoke to him. And it also said that I proved that I could live without talking to him for a day So I had to live without talking to him for my whole life. I blasted  out crying when i read it. It felt like everything was falling apart. Now I got the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart. I dont feel like living in this world anymore.It hurts even to see something romantic. I miss him soo much.I still love him,Even after 4 months. I dont know what to do. I need help.
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This is such a sad post. It’s sad because I know what you’re going through… That’s why I’m here… I lost someone nearly 3 years ago and every day since then I’ve wanted to die. But it’s so sad in your case because you’re so young. I don’t have any good advice on how to grieve. I just wanted to let you know you’re not alone.
Okay…..you’re 14 and you were in a relationship since you were….10? I’m not trying to sound like an ass but that blows my mind that kids are in serious relationships at such young ages. I know you are hurt but what you need to understand is that everything you feel is normal its part of the grieving process. You would feel the same way if your best friend or anybody close to you died. In time you will heal. At least take comfort in knowing he is at peace and doesn’t suffer from his heart problem any more. You are just grieving the death its not unnatural or abnormal to feel this way. Eventually over time you will find it easier to reminisce and think about him without feeling overwhelming sadness.
That’s what I said but then I thought cute,But umm how old was he lol
You write so cute,I like your writing,And im sorry about that are you close with his family? Maybe they’ll remind you of him and that’ll help