easy way out?? probably easily accessible and fast.. painless in not a requirement if its going to be quick
gun laws are very strict in this part of the country so any other suggestions other than firearms??
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Stand in front of a train.
INSTANT death by blunt force trauma. They can not stop in time. Cost nothing.
You can search google for potential ways to do so
sadly most of the google searches end up in a crappy website where people troll you..
“eating yourself to death” was termed as in expensive and easy some where..!!
It depends on what you use for search terms……but I have discovered several for myself…..the affordable and accessible ones are carotid compression or partial strangulation…. chloroform can be ordered from amazon…. and through the Tor browser you can access Silk road or Atlantis and purchase barbiturates and other lethal drugs but I don’t know the reliability of them because I’ve never tried to order them….
hmm i see.. i have been thinking of carotid compression myself.. i am just worried of not being able to get it right and having to wake up in the morning, partially hanging, and with a horrible mark around my neck.. will be a little difficult to explain how I got it, if at all i run into people
i recently tried getting some cyanide from a “RELIABLE” vendor.. payed 300 dollars for chalk powder!!
If you pass out……you got it right….once the circulation of blood is cut off from your brain the cells begin to die and once brain death occurs you have succeeded …. It’s my method and it actually works…. I got it from Five last acts and the book really goes into great detail about how to get it right so you don’t fail… I have practiced it a few times and came close to passing out …. you can tell when you’re about to pass out because you get like a cloud of floaters from the corners of your eyes “tunnel vision” and things start becoming dim….
Thats horrible you got ripped off. Thats why I don’t trust people online. I’ve ran into quite a few morons who claimed they had cyanide powder and barbiturates but they all have these weird Chinese addresses and I refuse to send some money to a guy half way across the fucking planet.
this one was a local dealer and he had so many positive reviews where ever I looked.. “nilesht65@yahoo.com” thats his emailID.
I was in too much of pain back then and desperate.. so I decided to take my chances( foolish indeed).. he seemed very genuine and authentic.
the feeling of having to open your eyes and realizing that you are still alive next morning, when you never wanted to see the next sunshine is the worst kind of disappointments.. I used to work for HP as an entry level system engineer, and $300 was almost 75% of my monthly paycheck!!
anyways, i will search for “LAST FIVE ACTS” and try and get it right.. Thank you 🙂
@pain in life: sorry for such a dumb question, but where did you get the book last five acts, i have been doing some searching online, and I havent been able to place a copy?? do you think its because there is some internet browsing regulation in my country?? can you send me a download/purchase link if you can??
Pain, don’t tell them.
@ifoundmeandyou : i know that you are looking out for me.. thank you for that.. this book was only for informative purpose and you have to believe me when i tell you that. I have been highly suicidal before (and that phase is slowly going away),to an extend that I opened up 1000 cigs manually and made nicotine paste from them, I still have the paste and i don’t intend to use it ever.. during those phases , when i get this strong urge, I do everything possible to keep myself occupied.. will you believe me if i tell you that preparing for “the act” actually helps me in postponing the act?? sounds weird, I know.. i guess its just like the way people cut themselves just so that they re-leave the pain they have..
I am not really sad or depressed as of now.. I just want the book for informative purpose, so as to not screw thing up if at all something goes wrong and i decide to get done with it some time in the future.
PS: its weird, the sense of relief that i feel, when i have this assurance that I can end it when i want to, rather than being stuck in an endless bimbo. its weird how it calms me down and actually helps me drive away the sadness.. I don’t know if that makes any sense to you.. but you gotta believe me when i tell you this.