is there a junkie here willing to help me to deal with my family?
i would like to know what kind of relationship this type of person has to his family.
it’s killing me.
all i want now is some money to buy drugs.
life is shit.
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I have lost many close friends and family to drugs, and almost myself.
I don’t think i was a complete junkie but if you’d like to, i want to help you if i can.
Most people i saw fucked up their relationship with their family if they even had one, and if luck comes and they get off drugs (very few did) they regret it.
Most of them realize how it has hurt all the people around them, i know this is a sad thing to realise now, so don’t.
It sounds weird i know, and i am not encouraging you to do drugs, hell i am kind of fighting against druguse in my everyday life, but thinking about the sad stuff only makes it worse. I would be very proud of you if you would think about setting stuff right and how you can be able too and if you would, man, you would make my life too a lot better! But everything is in your hands, you can decide the future 🙂
i need stop doing drugs. but i don’t want. a high is the only moment in which i’m happy, free and where life makes sense. when i’m sober it’s dull. my family is f*ked up. i don’t have any too much close friends, the only ones are those who do drugs with me. at least i have a girlfriend, happily she doesn’t know i do drugs. i remained 4 months clean, and recently, i had a relapse. and here am i again into this cycle leading to nowhere. fuck.
The drugs is making you feel that way, trust me if you give up drugs there are other ways, for example travelling. It is really liberating and you will get all sorts of awesome experiences. And life can make sense, if you are willing to learn more about it, get some more life experience, get out and make it awesome. But for now, I think you are pretty strong admitting you need to stop doing drugs, I honestly believe you can make it and I believe life will show her good side to you.
Maybe your girlfriend can be your motivation to quit drugs, you obviously know she doesn’t approve your druguse. My nephew quit drugs about 130-150days ago because of his girlfriend. A girlfriend can mean a lot more to most people than family,..
i think my major problem is my friends. my two best friends. my two drug buddies. if i stop drugs, i would have to end my friendship with them. and the reason i relapsed, was that: our friendship. it’s easy to leave drugs, but it’s f*king hard to leave the ones you love. i had problems before drugs, and i already thought life was shit before i used it (maybe that’s because i started using), and i started to be more happy when i meet those guys. my two drug friends. those guys mean alot to me. even more than my girlfriend. maybe more than my family. i must stop drugs. i must terminate my friendship also. i know that. but f*k. i don’t want to.
Have you tried asking them to give up the drugs as well? ….
yes i tried. first time i give up drugs, one of them tried to the same but he couldn’t. he said to me that he wasn’t able to deal the withdrawal. and i couldn’t say “of course you can!”, i tried suicide when i was in withdrawal.
Well….you must do what is best for you….if you know you’re unable to resist the temptation to use while around them ….then you must end those friendships because they are toxic and they are preventing you from going in the direction you want to go….in the end what matters most? you or your friends?…..I can’t pretend to know how bad withdrawal is but you have to go through it in order to get off the drugs then that’s a step you have to take…..its either withdrawal or continued drug usage which can end up in you overdosing…. drugs usually require more & more to get the same affect as before….so eventually you might just take a little bit too much and die….if they are absolutely unwilling to even try to get off of drugs with you then you must end those friendships….