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as I sit here deep in thought. Am i something you forgot? I am lonely, I am cold. These feelings surrounding me are getting old. I wonder every day, if your love is here to stay. only God knows why so I sit here and I pray. hoping one day this pain will go away I feel torn I feel used I feel broken and abused my heart can’t take this anymore broken shattered on the floor. I am here you are there why can’t you just finally care you say you love me say its true but this love fires turning blue. broken promises empty words never expecting this to occur. high expectations a slap in the face you are my heart’s biggest mistake I am here on the ground want to smile now found a broken heart broken trust why did I have to love you this much? pick myself up dust off to hate you had your chance now ts too late. you are gone so am I. I will not do well I will not cry pushing forward moving on.