to find someone who you can truly confide in? Through my life, I’ve met a ton of people and made a ton of friends. I consider them my ‘real’ friends whom I can talk to about anything. However, with time, they’ve each proven me wrong. I just want someone. Someone who can actually keep secrets. Who actually gives a damn about me. Who actually genuinely cares about my problems. <p>
Shit, all I’ve ever wanted in life was to have that one person whom you can fall back on, knowing they’ll catch you. Knowing they’ll have your back through thick and thin. I can’t find that person in any of my family, friends, classmates, parents. Who the hell do I turn to? Guess I’m in this shit alone.<p>
The next time you think you are undeserving of a friend, just remember that simply being there for someone goes a long way…
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I know how this feels…everyone I’ve ever felt close to eventually screwed me over. Sorry it happened to you too.
Everybody has their own agenda….secrets are never meant to be between 2 people because they almost never stay between 2 people…. I can guarantee anybody you tell anything and they promised not to tell has shared it with an individual they trusted…even if they do keep it….let you get in an argument with them….you’ve already provided them with the ammunition they need to hurt you or use against you…I’ve seen it happen quite a few times…..people get heated and angry on FB with each other next thing you know all the dirty laundry they have on each other gets aired out to dry….never trust anybody with any knowledge that can be used against you because its almost certain that at some point and time it will be
Don’t give up so quick! There’s not only just those people in the world there is billions more
I know what that is like. I don’t have a broad range of friends, but i do have some close ones. The issue is that i know that none of them will understand. I know that they want to help, because they care. But the issue is that the suicidal part of us holds us back because you secretly don’t want help. You may still want to go through and do not want anyone to stop you.
And then you still have to find someone you can fully trust, and won’t abuse the knowledge you give them. Because if they do, then you have to suffer living as more of an outcast. And then you most probably will end up committing suicide because you cannot handle that.
And we care. This entire community is here for you. For all of us. For each other. Tell us your troubles and we will help you…