Britneys ‘Near Suicide’ story *PRIMARY SOURCE*

  Theres this girl. This blond haired, tainted blue eyed girl. This caring and understanding girl that nobody understood themselves. Her name was Britney. Now Britney has been through to much for a 13 year old. At the age of 2 her father commited suicide. One side of her family blamed her for it. They called her a fuck up and how she was worthless and how if she was never born her father would still be alive. She looked so depressed all the time. But she looked so beautiful when she cried. Her hair was perfect everyday. It was a nice haircut. It looked scene without all the volume and her bangs were short and strait down. Her eyes were so blue and bright and beautiful. She was so insecure…. at school, at least. When i was over at her house she was so funny and happy. Her step dad seemed to love her as much as her birth mom. She seemed happy there with her little sister. Of course there was sibling ‘love’ as the parents call it. Myself, I call it sibling ‘Abuse’ But i guess thats just me. Anyway, Britney had a boyfriend. His name was Matthew. They had a very sexually active relationship. She lost her virginity to him. Britney wanted attention and told Matthew that her dads ghost told her that he was the one. The one she wants to spend her entire life with. Matthew acted like he believed her. His trust levels lowed by every lie she told about her dads ghost. One day he had enough. He left her. His excuse was “My father doesnt want me to date you anymore” Britney cried until she couldnt cry anymore. She tried to hang herself, bleed out by cutting, drowning herself and even shooting herself. But every time her step father or mother or sister cought her in the act. About 2 months later she met this guy on omegle named Dakota. They talked for about 2 years before her and Matthew Split. It was mostly friendly talking but they began to flirt more and more until Dakota asked her out. Reminder, Britney is 13 n Dakota is almost 18. Age is just a number anyway. They started to date and Britney fell in love. Dakotas been there through her suicidal thoughts and made her call off the suicide. Without him, She would be long gone. she tells me everyday “If Dakota stops loving me i’ll kill myself’ Do you know how much that scares me?!?! My life could spiral downward, better yet, her life would be destroyed by 2 words. its over.