I just don’t know anymore….

What’s the point of going on? Today everything seems hopeless.  I cried for close on three hours today. I finally turned to a friend for some sort of comfort, and basically got turned away because he’s too busy. Can’t talk to family because they don’t understand. Or they pretend to understand and be supportive for a few days, then they go back to being disappointed in me. I’m basically alone, with life going on all around me, and I’m just stuck. I’m not making any progress in life, what successes I do have are brushed aside as not being important enough. I’m lonely all the time. I cry myself to sleep most nights, praying that I don’t see the morning. Tonight will be no different. I don’t know what to do 🙁