-I want friends who have good lives to stop telling me to snap out of it.
-I want to be able to tell someone how I really feel without the fear of being committed
-I wish I could tell someone I think about committing suicide at least once an hour, I even dream about it.
-I wish I didn’t think awful things like “if I get a call and my daughter has been killed in a car crash, I can finally die without the guilt. That would break my bond to her and I could rest peacefully along side her.
-I wish I could tell someone that I have collected various suicide supplies and practice with them often
-I wish someone knew how long I have been suffering, and realizes that I feel like I have a terminal painful illness and only death can ease my pain.
– I don’t really want to die, I just don’t see another way out.
-I wish someone knew I have a list of things I want people to have and the dress for my casket hanging in my closet along with my funeral wishes, a copy of my life insurance policy, and boxes with important papers, sentimental items and a letter for each.
-I wish someone knew i had two extremely close attempt in the last 6 months. I guess you really do subconsciously try and save yourself, even if unconscious
-I wish someone would love ME. Not because they think I’m beautiful.
-Impossible daydream, but I would like to have a before death party so I can say goodbye and tell people the things I want them to hear
-I wish I had my husband. I was going to share my life with him, and now he’s gone.
I wish I wasn’t alone.
-I wish someone could help me.
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I hope all your wishes will be granted. Although I’m in a similar boat myself, my situation is a bit different, so of course I do not know completely how you feel. But I daresay that I feel something generally similar myself.
Good luck to you! If wishing has any power to change the course of one’s life, then know that there is at least one other person out there wishing you well.
Some of these wishes you have already done. You have told people those things. Anyone who reads this post now knows. If things don’t give you the results you want you have to switch things up. Meds: try different ones or try not takin them at all and fight through the pain. If for no one else, then for your daughter. Doctors: change the ones you have if they aren’t giving you the help you feel you need. But at the same time do what they ask to get results. Relationships: try online dating. But pay the money and use the bigger sites. Free sites are nothing but loser guys and girls looking for a free meal or good time. I know from experience
andrewb is right on all counts…
-I too wish there was a way to talk about it openly without fear of being committed. I just want to say it. Sadly, there’s more of a chance they’ll commit me than convince me.
-How long have you suffered? (then I would know)
They don’t really commit people here unless they are a danger to themselves or to others. Otherwise, they medicate you and send you home. Not sure where you are and how things work there, but I’m in Quebec and that’s the way it is here as far as I know. So… you could talk about your issues with someone if you choose to, but just don’t tell them if/that you are contemplating suicide. On the very few occasions that I’ve ever talked to anyone, I’ve said is that I’ve thought of it, but wouldn’t ever do it. I had in fact thought of it and felt that I would do it at some point, but I didn’t want to be committed either.
just give yourself more chances to find solutions, nobody knows when the solution appear suddenly 🙂 .
what brought you to this point?
please share your problems before deciding. if you have anything that you dont like to tell in public, just send to my email & consider me another chance;
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I’ll reply gladly. 🙂 .