I’m not important I never was important. I used to think I was but now I know I’m not. Now I know just how worthless I really am. My life isn’t important. I can die at any second but no one really needs me. No one actually cares. Everyday I wake up just to realize how lonely I really am. Whenever I talk to people I just smile and talk about things that aren’t even important. I tried to tell my friend that I’m depressed and lately I’ve thought of killing myself. But she just said I should just talk to “someone” about it. I’m tired of being alone and unhappy. Everyone else is happy; so why can’t I be happy. I even went to church. But nothing makes me happy anymore. I used to care about the way I looked but then one day I realized nothing in life matters if you’re gonna die no matter how you live your life…I try to look for motivation to live but I can’t live like this anymore. I hate my life and I hate being alive…
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Haven’t you connected with anyone here? I’ve seen your posts before. There are people here willing to share their own painful experiences as a way to establish a deeper connection with others. Having someone you can confide in who will not judge you, keep your communications 100% private and sincerely has concern for you is a good starting point. I spent more time than I’d like to remember is complete isolation. Having just one person can make all the difference in the world. I hope you find that person soon.
Your friend probably didn’t mean any ill will …I don’t think they were trying to be insensitive but she probably said that because she doesn’t know how to deal with that and she probably has no idea on what to say or more importantly what not to say….she actually is better off not saying anything than saying something harsh or insensitive that she doesn’t recognize as being such…..maybe you should take her advice and try talking to someone like a therapist or counselor …somebody that can help you but if you decide to talk to those people….refrain from using the “s” word….try to talk with them and get your feelings out without using that word…
I don’t think anyone’s life is any more or less valuable than somebody else’s. Our lives are important to us and sometimes people we know. You’re not having a good time and might have seen better days which doesn’t make you less important. Nor does it make you less important when people take you for granted. It probably means you’re thinking about it too much.
None of our lives are important, but that doesn’t mean that nobody cares about you.
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Importance is subjective and a value assigned to those that others care about, admire or respect. Self importance is essential to living. Everyone has importance. Think very carefully before you declare that no one cares about you.