I’m a teenage girl struggling to live with bad bipolar and depression. I have been depressed now for almost 2 years and recently started cutting. I felt relief. Â I now think about suicide everyday if not 24/7. I really think it will happen soon. Everyone tells me that in a few years I’ll be on my own and away from the living conditions I’m in now. But I can’t stand another second. Nobody has given me any other reason to live. I’m embarrassed of who I am today, I never want to show my face again. It would all just be easier if I wasn’t here anymore. My mom doesn’t care about me and my family lives over 800 miles away. My story would take too long to type and understand so here is just how I’m feeling. I have no friends and I’m no longer in school because of it. When I was in school I was talked about badly by almost everyone. I have no father because of his depression and bipolar. I feel like I’m in a black tunnel leading nowhere. I just keep moving along because people tell me too. I want to put myself out of my misery. Why doesn’t anyone understand that? help.
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GO AHEAD THEN ILL EVEN GIVE YOU SOME BULLETS AND A GUN
@anon just delete his comments (and prob mine) hes stuggling with the fact his brother didnt love him enough to stay arround, its not personal. stay strong girl!!
Have you ever sought professional help?
i know how you feel 🙁
I’m sorry to hear this… It made me cry when I read this. Might seem like everyone/ everything is against you& that no one loves/cares bout you &Wonder if they would miss you if you died?? Or If they would notice you being GONE!!! &The constant thought of giving up on life… JUST NEVER SEEMS TOO GO AWAY !!! Believe me I’ve been there quite a lot.It sucks. But you can change your life by moving out of the “Lovely home environment” It’s not right of your family the way they treat you is. It breaks my heart that even the people you were meant to protect & love you…. Are the ones that hurt many of us…. As bad that sounds. It’s the TRUTH… I hope you find the strength to get through this. If you ever need to talk to someone. I’m here too listen 🙂
You can email me
jkrispin2012@yahoo.com
Opps. I made a mistake with my email. Sorry bout that.
jkrispin0512@yahoo.com. You can email me whenever…