By the name of solace. I emailed her several months back and we started talking regularly, and became friends. I talked to her on Skype all the time, and she was online just about every day. Then she suddenly disappeared. It’s been over a month since she’s been online, and I’ve since emailed her twice with no response. At first I tried not to worry and assumed her computer broke or something. But now it’s been too long and I’m starting to fear the worst. She was the first person I’ve ever been able to be completely open with and now she might be gone for good, and I’ll never know what happened.
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I remember her……sadly…..sometimes people disappear on the site and we will never know what became of them. There was a user name cyanidesofmarch that disappeared and nobody has heard from him either….another user Soonerthebetter…..I’m inclined to believe she is gone now….because of the content of our emails back and forth has led me to this conclusion…..I think sometimes some of the members who disappear get better…..but other times…..they don’t…….and they leave us
I’m constantly thinking about what happened to cyanidesofmarch, no one has his e-mail address?
Not that I know of…. I haven’t seen him in a long time….. I think the last time he posted was around the ending of august or early September…..hopefully he got better and just decided not to come on the site anymore…..if not….then I guess we have to accept that the alternative may have been his decision
I thought cyanidsofmarch said they could never go back to being suicidal again (I could be wrong)
I remember having that convo about the man who tried to kill himself by car crash, and cyanide said that they were glad they didn’t try it (again, I could be wrong)
Well I mean he could have said that but…..who knows…….you know what they say…. “never say never” ….
I don’t think he killed himself
I just have a feeling he will be back
He didn’t want to give away his identity. He was definitely in a bad state before he disappeared. Somehow I don’t quite feel he passed away, either, but who knows. I just hope he wasn’t in an accident and hurt himself. 😐