I can’t really explain the darkness that lives within me. My sadness is eating me up inside and it’s slowly killing me inside but all I can do is say that “I’m okay” and fake a smile. I sometimes wish I was dead but you know I’m still here living in this cruel world. I don’t think anyone would notice if I was gone, I’m better off dead anyways. I’m just lost and sad. I wish I wasn’t like this, I wish that I could belive that everything will be okay but to be honest everything is just getting worse. ~Apathy