I did try to do it. A few pills too many. Vertically down. Left the blood to spill. And laid down to die…
And yet, I’m still here.
I cried when my alarm woke me up; I just don’t want to be here anymore.
I checked my arm in the morning, now it was light and I had my glasses on to see properly.
They weren’t deep. Again.
I can’t understand, why wasn’t it enough? I pressed and pressed as the blade was in my skin, right above the vein. i made multiple cuts, just to make sure.
And yet I’m still fucking here.
Why won’t anything kill me?!
2 comments
Just calm down, life will get better! I had the same problem but I overcame of this depression!
Maybe you are choosing non-fatal methods because deep inside, you don’t really want to die.