I semi-jokingly posted about wanting a suicide party amd on another thread stating that I want theme song to Disney’s Jessie to be my last song. The mental video of me laughing and dancing right before the curtain falls on my third act sounds massively appealing. So! My question to the intelligent collective on here is: is a cheerful suicide possible? Can a smiling person pull the trigger? Can I laugh as I climb the chair to board my final flight courtesy of Slipknot Airlines? Can I jovially mix the chemicals that will turn everything black?
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I don’t think I will be jovial, smiling or laughing. I know I will be relieved. Not a sad thought but not exactly in the “happy” category either.
Yes.
Yes, you can.
I’ve seen smiling people beat the sh#t outta each other and chase after cat stealers with hatchets (true story). I don’t see why someone with a. 357 revolver pointed to their head couldn’t giggle hysterically before they squeeze the trigger. In fact, I think it would be good to leave in such a way.
That’s the best way to go. Forget about this “Boo Hoo woah is me bullshit”. Skip the “goodbye cruel world” melodrama. No one gives a shit and neither should you.
Throw a party. Parachute into an alligator farm while you’re grinning like an idiot.
That’s classy.
Take out a loan from the Bank of America before you die. Borrow a ridiculous amount of money that you can’t possibly ever pay back. Spend the cash on frivolous items the bank can’t reposess, then check out. They don’t check credit scores in the afterlife.
If you live in cali, make a post before you throw that party. I want in! 🙂
I woukd love to go out like that! But pain has become my existence. And pain is the reason for my exit. How can I not focus on the misery that brought me to this point as I stare at the end point of the gun?
I am with C4… Clean expensive gf type hookers and massive amounts of coke cost big bucks. I also would go to all the famous broadway shows. Man, I think you got something here – why the heck can’t we go out smiling.
I think it’s possible. I’ve heard that people who’ve decided to commit suicide sometimes feel some sort of relief because their pain (physical/mental) is going to be over soon. However, nobody will ever know how they felt right before completing the act of checking out. Did it feel like a complete mind torture when the living instinct kicked in? I guess only people with failed attempts will be able to answer that question.
I had a heart attack a few months ago, as the result of stress and malnutrition. I survived, but at the time I was almost completely calm. I thought I was going to die and I was ok with this (I had made many failed attempts beforehand). Well, as you can see I’m still here. Nothing has improved for me since then. Oh well.
I wish for a heart attack.
with my current blood pressure, Im on borrowed time for sure.
Im glad you are still here though Pers.
Well, thanks, WIG. (: I’m not sure if I feel the same way, but time will tell, I guess?
It all depends on the manner of death. A happy death is impossible if you’re in any severe pain or distress. I have seen people die happy on the youtube. It was at the dignitas clinic where people drink the barbituates to have a peaceful assisted suicide. They seemed….well, I wouldn’t really call it happy, but relatively calm and peaceful.
I actually passed out hanging myself and right as I went under, I felt so calm…..and I just heard “finally…its overly” peacefully whispered….I awoke on the ground, my support had given out.
I also wish I could go that way. But ask yourself, who would attend your suicide party without trying to stop you? Would it be a one person show? I think that would make me sadder and remind me how I’d never see my friends again. I suppose it’s different for everyone.
Happy rebirth day 😉
I wish my circle would accept my decision so there could be a suicide party. No such luck!
yesterday when i was tying the rope in the forest with a flashlight in my mouth, i was thinking to myself ”this is the most fun i’ve had in years”. so yea, it’s possible. If dying is what you truly want then the thought of it brings peace and happiness coupled only with a fear of the unknown. But then you think ‘hey everyone dies in the end’ so wherever we go after, if anywhere, it is to the same place.
I think it is….People equate death in general with sadness but for the people actually suffering in life I bet they feel anything but sadness the moment before they get to leave this hell hole….