How do I get the courage to pull the trigger? I’m mourning the life that I should have had but never will now. I want to be reincarnated or have a life do over. I wish I had realized how lucky I was 🙁 I was actually very fortunate in life. I’ll never ever forgive myself. I can’t make myself get out of bed. How do it make myself commit suicide. It’s so scary. So scary. I wish I had realized that before I made some of the decisions I made.
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You can only pull the trigger if it is what you want.
You don’t want it – so don’t do it.
Your problems don’t only have a single specific solution.
let’s hear the other solutions then?
I would like to hear the solution too. I have stretch marks all over my body from the prednisone I took and my face is destroyed from plastic surgery. Literally, no one will want me 🙁
As others have said, you can’t “make yourself” WANT to self-euthanize. It is a “feeling” and a decision, similar to falling in love and then choosing to get married. You do a sober, complete analysis of the plusses and minuses of living, you look at yourself as objectively as you can. If you feel that your life is beyond repair and the pain is too great, and as with a dying beloved pet, you may decide to “put yourself to sleep.” When you are ready to do that, you won’t have to force the feeling or motivation…it will come naturally. But please don’t pull a trigger. Death by gun is violent no matter who pulls the trigger. Find the peaceful pill, and don’t have your last moment on this planet be one in which the roar of a gun is what you hear.
sometimes life is so tragic, and history has a tendency to repeat itself. it is hard to see how it could be different. People try to sell you on toxic hope of unrealistic fairy tales. People try to sell you on enduring suffering under the guise of a happily ever after. Well i dont know many who have had the happy ending, so while its real its also rare. If you are dependent on theirs for your happiness you will truly be disappointed, Lastly, if you are always looking in the rear view it is hard to see the road ahead, you cannot change the past. you must decide about your future. when you have no more toxic hope the courage will be easy. but as long as you hope for your future your will to live will supercede your will to die.