Just another r/s problems to vent out.

I’m kinda sick and tired of the endless arguments we have. I feel that it has all drain my energy. Like I can’t respond anymore, I’m too tired to even think, to fight back to say what I want to say. I don’t want to leave you neither do I want you to leave me. Because you’re so important to me, I can’t find any guy like you. I will never be able to find a replacement. You’re perfect. You may have hurt me and so did I. But you’re the perfect one. There’s arguments and fights but why can’t we get over it? Can’t we just be okay after awhile?.. Do we have to let this drag and continue? And let hatred grow within us?… You wanted us to be away from each other .. To “Be apart each other” I can’t…. I can’t. I really can’t. Why are you mentally torturing me? You know how much I love you but why do you have to let me feel so.. so like you don’t love me at all..